Monday, December 3, 2018

November-December

Family Fall Festival
At the end of October, we held our 10th annual Family Fall Festival where hundreds of neighbors came to enjoy trunk or treat games, candy, food, a bounce house, music, and so much more! This is our biggest event of the year and we partner with JHA (the Jacksonville Housing Authority), many churches, and health vendors who come out and donate their time and energy to the people in our community. This was one of the colder and windier festivals to date (normally it's blisteringly warm) but that didn't stop people from enjoying time with family and friends. Our high schoolers in LEAD worked the grill, the food, the face painting, and the bounce house. Our middle schoolers in Connect worked on a photo wall a few weeks before the event so that people could take their pictures and share them on social media. 
7th grader Semajah (right) and her mom pose in front of Connect's photo wall


Voices of Health Competition
As many of you may have heard or seen, 2nd Mile Ministries was involved in an online voting competition from Oct. 1st through Nov. 9th. Eight non-profit organizations in Jacksonville battled it out to see who could get the most votes. First place was awarded $20,000 and 2nd place was awarded $10,000. After being in 1st for more than half the competition, the numbers from St. Vincent's hospital overtook the lead while we managed to maintain our 2nd place slot. Thanks to many of you, we won $10,000!!! We hope to use eventually use this money to revitalize our programming with supplies and possibly help with a new irrigation system in our nutritional garden. With such a heavy focus on health programming the past few years, we definitely were happy to be a part of Aetna's Voices of Health competition.

New Role
The past few weeks, I have taken over the director position for our Connect Middle School Program. I've been fortunate enough to partake in the weekly activities and lessons with this age group for the past three and a half years. However, even with that exposure to this age group, I still have much to learn about what life is like for a middle schooler in 2018 and in this neighborhood. Please pray that God grants me wisdom and energy to lesson plan and bring helpers into this new experience with me. 

Wishlist
If you are in the giving mood this month, here are a few things you could donate by either sending them to my house (3646 Brentwood Blvd., Jacksonville, FL 32206) or the church (4003 N. Pearl St., Jacksonville, FL 32206).

two:fifty two After School Program: Click on Amazon wishlist, kid-sized footballs, adult-sized basketballs, dodgeballs, construction paper, canvases, learning games, etc.

Connect Middle School Program: Click Teen Bible for guys (I could use 10), click Teen Bible for girls (I could use 10 of these as well), anything you feel a middle schooler would enjoy (?). I know Bibles shouldn't have genders attached to them, but I'm hoping these types of Bibles will allow for greater willingness to read on their own.
LEAD High School Program: Donations to go on a retreat this year with those in the program.

Me: I'm hoping to raise another $200 in monthly support. If you're led to eat up half my goal with a $100/month donation, great! If you want to give but can only give like $5/month, great! If you want to give but can only commit to one time at this time, great! Click on our website, 2ndmilejax.com, and you can give in any manner and amount you wish. Any amount helps.

Thoughts?
To end this blog, I'd love feedback. Do you like the new format? What would you like to see or hear more about in these blogs? Know anybody that might want to be added to my email or mailing list? Any ways that I can be praying and advocating for you?


Max in Wisconsin during Thanksgiving, unsure of the cold

Monday, October 1, 2018

October 2018

2.5.2.
At my wedding as a middle schooler
Student focus- This is Diallo. I've known him for a while. Met him when he was in 4th grade in our 252 After School Program. He was an usher at my wedding when he was in middle school. He is now a junior in high school. It's crazy to me just how much he has grown. There are many stories like his in this neighborhood. Kids who have been in 2nd Mile for years and have stuck around Brentwood for a long time. Many of our students move away and there is a very transient nature in the neighborhood. I don't get to see Diallo quite as often as I used to, but it was encouraging to see him out on his porch and willing to come help out at our recent Action Day. He has a busy high school schedule and can't be around as often as he'd like. Pray for opportunities to invest in his life spiritually and relationally these next two years he has in high school.

Growing Leaders- Every Friday, our after school program takes a break from working on homework and does some sort of Fun Friday activity. This past Friday was the first time ever in 2nd Mile's history where a Fun Friday activity was partly planned and led by a previous two:fiftytwo After School Program student! Challah (now in 9th grade) taught our kids how to make slime, which is always a crowd favorite. She has been volunteering at the program either once or twice a week. She helps tutor and teach kids about how to be great students. Na'veh (standing next to Challah), who used to come to our Connect Middle School Program, also assisted Challah in leading the Fun Friday activity. Both of these girls have been regularly attending our LEAD High School Program on Tuesday nights. Pray the God uses these girls in many more ways to bring the love and presence of Christ to those around them.

Open Court- This past Friday was also 2nd Mile's first time doing Open Court. At North Pearl Baptist Church, one Friday per month, we open up our gates and let anyone who wants to run 5-on-5 basketball to do so. We sold chips, pickles, gatorades, soda and also had cards and games going on inside. I haven't played full court basketball for a few years. It was exhausting but lots of fun. It was especially fun seeing shots being made as literal lightning fill the distant sky. Hopefully these nights catch on and more people get introduced to 2nd Mile, the church, and others in our programs.

Voices of Health- If you are on facebook, twitter, LinkedIn, or have an email, YOU CAN HELP US WIN $20,000!!! Every day, from October 1st through November 9th, you can vote for 2nd Mile Ministries. The organization that gets the most votes wins. We've focused on Health Education heavily the past five years, giving kids healthy snacks every day, teaching about exercising, food labels, and eating healthily. If you have been keeping up with the blog, I'd love for you to help us out. If you have an email, facebook, twitter, and/or LinkedIn account, you can vote up to 4 times (once on each platform) per day. You can vote here to get started!

Could you commit to voting daily?




Thursday, September 13, 2018

September

Action Day- Early on a hot Saturday morning in Jacksonville, Florida, it may not be everyone's first choice to get up, put on some gloves, and pick up garbage on the streets. Sweat runs down your face and you begin to smell like that which you have picked up from the ground. After the streets begin to look cleaner, no doubt in the following months, there will begin to be sprinklings of trash in those very spots. What's the point? Why is this important? As my pastor would say when bringing forth questions to the congregation, "Glad you asked!"

Our Action Days at 2nd Mile have consisted of picking up trash, mowing lawns, cleaning up empty lots, weeding/planting/watering our nutritional garden, getting rid of waste that has been an eye-sore, all in the name of being a tangible presence of God's love in the Brentwood. As 2nd Mile focuses on leadership development, we've turned over our planning for Action Day to our high school students in our LEAD program. Not afraid to make suggestion and take ownership of this, our high schoolers pointed out specific areas, streets, and blocks where there was particular need for cleaning up.

This coming Saturday, I'm excited to encourage their leadership with my presence and help in order to love on Brentwood through getting a little dirty for his name's sake. How great it is to see young people desire great things for their community and put their ideas into action!

Open Court- At the end of September, we will be having our first ever Open Court at North Pearl Baptist Church! Open Court will be one Friday every month where anybody that wants to come and run some basketball games at the church may do so. This will be in the evening times and as we approach fall and winter, the light in the sky will fade. Pray that we find a solution for visibility (some sort of lighting system) to continue what we hope will build relationships and excitement in our neighborhood. Also pray that this become a safe place where people can have fun and experience the love of Christ, even on the basketball court.

I want to personally thank my friend Scott for donating some really cool basketballs and a couple chain basketball nets to the ministry. There are already kids saying, "Curry!" when they shoot that Steph Curry ball, hoping to match their shooting ability with the all-star's. These gifts are very timely additions to what we are anticipating to be a very fun opening night of Open Court. Thanks man.


Yoga- Starting in October, in an effort to contribute to the health and wellness of our community, Brentwood Yoga will begin. Having done a trial class with its instructor, I never realized the physicality and flexibility needed to do some of these stretches and moves. The instructor isn't into all that namaste stuff. She focuses on worshiping God with the physical bodies he has given us. It was a really cool experience and makes me want to take better care of this body that God gave me. Our body is not our own. We've received it from God, it was bought with a price and we should honor God with our bodies (1 Corinthians 6:19).

Please pray for these three things coming up in our ministry. Already, there's been a lot of buzz amongst the students and families of our programs. A guy named Breon, who I met back in 2010 when he was 14 years old, walked down the street yesterday (now 22) excited to come to the church and run some basketball games. Pray that God would bring people who not only want to do these things, but need these things. I've seen God ignite drive and passion in our community through just a spark. Thank you for taking the time to read this blog.
My photogenic son (now 19 months)



Monday, August 20, 2018

Entering the New School Year

Duval County has started it's 2018-2019 school year which means our elementary, middle, and high school programs are in full swing. One of our biggest goals in 2nd Mile Ministries is to build into and strengthen relationships with students and their families through our leadership pathway. Students in our two:fiftytwo After School Program (2nd-5th grade) will transition to our Connect Middle School Program (6th-8th grade), who will eventually transition to our LEAD High School Program (9th-12th grade). This year, we have four girls entering high school, three of which have been in every one of our programs. They are also planning on volunteering at the after school program from which they once attended.
We are very excited to see our students spending lots of their childhood learning, growing, and leading. This year, I have the unique opportunity to attend every one of our programs in hopes to help kids graduate more smoothly from one program to the next. It's crazy to look at some of our kids now, knowing that they were once tiny elementary school students and in many cases, unfamiliar with the gospel.

two:fiftytwo After School Program: We have the most students that have been in our program for three years or more with six. We also have four brand new students and a returning student signed up. Last Friday, we learned about chemical reactions and mixed baking soda and vinegar to make a gas. We are excited to continue to build up these leaders in wisdom, stature, and in favor with God and men (Luke 2:52).

Connect Middle School Program: Since the middle of the summer, we've started a new Bible series called "Fundamentals of the Faith," where we teach the main points of the Bible, how to read it, how it's put together, and who God is and what that means for their lives. Last week, we talked about the attributes of God. We have a very solid group of students. They are very committed to staying connected with us as much as we are to them and their families. Pray that they would be able to relate the gospel message and what they learn at our program with their own lives. Jovan, who gave his life to Christ at KAA, has been excited to memorize scripture and learn all the books of the Bible. Good things are happening here.

LEAD High School Program: I attended my first ever LEAD program day last week. There were about 15 students, most of which were very vocal and familiar with each other. Neek does a great job leading those kids. He himself is a rapper and very culturally relevant. About once a month, he plays a popular song (not necessarily Christian), and has the kids read the lyrics and dissect it. He has in the past focused a lot on having healthy emotional responses to different things in life. The program will occasionally watch a movie together and answer questions about the characters' emotions and whether or not they were healthy or unhealthy.

Ways you can help: At the beginning of the school year, we put new items on our Amazon Wishlist that you can purchase and send to us. You can send things either to my house (3646 Brentwood Blvd., Jacksonville, FL 32206) or directly to North Pearl Baptists Church (4003 N. Pearl St., Jacksonville, FL 32206). Another thing the kids would love is new basketballs and basketball nets. We get a lot of use out of our hoops and the nets usually break every year or so. If you wanted to get some heavy duty chain nets, that'd be awesome too! Another way our ministry continues to work in the Brentwood neighborhood year after year is from financial donations. If you'd like to give monthly to help sustain God's work, you can go to 2ndmilejax.com and give online.











Saturday, July 7, 2018

A Glimpse of Heaven

Challah (age 8)
Have you ever tried to daydream about eternity? It hurts my head sometimes to try and make any sense of it. What will it be like to be with the Lord forever and ever, and ever, etc.? If God was to show us entirely what eternity will be like, I'm sure our brains would not be able to comprehend all that we'd experience. Thankfully, I serve a gracious and unpredictable God. In the middle of June, God showed me just a flash of heaven, and it happened on our annual trip to Kids Across America, in Branson, Missouri.
Ferrell (age 8)

I had the unique privilege to represent 2nd Mile Ministries on this year's trip to KAA. Our ministry has been going on and off for the past decade and it has been a fun way for our kids to experience lots of outdoor activities that they are not accustomed to (tubing, archery, ziplining, ropes courses, staying in cabins on a mountain). This year, I brought six of our middle school students and we went with about 50 students from churches around our neighborhood in Jacksonville. Why this was a very special trip for me was because I've known these particular six students for an average of 5.6 years each, two of which I've known for 8 years! It's been amazing to be a part of their growth and development and to be able to see how God has transformed their hearts to desire a relationship with him.
Ferrell (age 9), Challah (age 10)

KAA is a week long camp, and they emphasize team building, encouragement, and HYPE! Loud cheers can be heard throughout the day, even including energetic dances during meal times. To contrast this constant hype, Wednesday night came. Every student that went to camp (from all across the country), sat on wooden bleachers arranged in a semi-circle deep in a clearing in the woods. It was dark, humid, and the air smelled faintly of bug-spray. On this night, college students who work at KAA performed a reenactment of the resurrection along with a relevant skit about a brother and sister dealing with issues that many middle schoolers deal with. This skit was powerful because the one playing Jesus took some very real punches, was thrown to the ground, and got scraped up pretty bad (nothing he wasn't willing to do for the sake of those kids, he told me the next day). Afterwards, the main speaker gave a very informative and clear invitation to the campers, if they would like to entrust their lives to Jesus Christ or rededicate their lives to Christ.

Ferrell (age 13, at KAA)
They had the adults that accompanied the campers (me) stand in the open in case our students wanted to make that decision so we could pray with them. What happened next blindsided me. One by one, the six students I've known for so long, either came down to give their lives to Christ or rededicate their lives. What's more, a couple of them were in tears at this decision and I was in tears while praying for them. To embrace my young sisters and brothers was a gift from God, being able to get excited with them about eternity and what this meant for their lives as they would go home to Jacksonville. Not knowing exactly what heaven will visually look like, the sense I got in those moments were of intense peace and joy knowing that one day we'd dwell with God and worship him in one voice as one family. I'm getting chills just typing this now.
Memories of all the Bible lessons we've taught at 2nd Mile, the discussions, the teachable moments--they were the water to the plant, God supplied the growth (1 Corinthians 3:7).

The day after Crosstalk (what they call the night with the skit), they have a bell-ringing ceremony for those that have made that initial decision to put their trust in Christ's saving grace for their lives. Below are pictures of the two that made that decision--Jovan, going into 7th grade, and Challah, entering high school this fall. Rejoice with me as the angels, too, celebrate their adoption as son and daughter of God!
Challah (age 14, at KAA)

For those who specifically donated for the students to be able to go to KAA this summer, thank you! For those of you that have supported me through the years prayerfully and financially, thank you! It's these moments that not every missionary gets to see, the fruit of God working strongly in the lives of children. I pray that my own faith can be similar to that of a child's.

Now that we are back in Jacksonville, pray that some real discipleship can take place. One of my own take-aways from KAA was a story about discipleship. Please permit me to share with you quickly.

Jovan (age 11, at KAA)
There was a man who would teach and preach the gospel, and he'd bring one thousand people to Christ every day! So in a year, how many would he bring to the Lord? That's right, 365,000 people. In three years, this man would reach about one million people! That's amazing! To reach the 7 billion people in the world who don't know Jesus, it would take this man almost 20,000 years to reach the world (you gotta figure that's at least 250 lifetimes). Now, there was a different man who reached only one man this year and discipled him for that time. The following year, both he and this new disciple each reached another man. The following year, those four each reached one more, and so on and so forth. If you had to guess, how long would it take for that system to reach the 7 billion people in the world? Without doing any math, I'd assume it wouldn't take as long as the first guy, but I would've had no idea that it would only take 34 YEARS! Imagine how much easier obeying the great commission would be (Matthew 28:18-20) if we discipled just one person?

I'd challenge you, if you claim to be a Christ-follower, to find a person to disciple in their faith, just one. If you are not a Christ-follower, I'd encourage you to not just take my word for it, but examine what the scriptures say about Christ and about God's amazing love for you. You are fully known and loved.

I hope you take a second look at the photos I included. Ferrell and Challah have been around 2nd Mile probably the longest and they are very near and dear to our hearts. Seeing them grow up and change has been beautiful to witness. I praise God for that encounter of heaven in the woods, and I'm excited to see the ripples and waves that God has in store for these young people, to Brentwood, to Jacksonville, to all the nations.





Friday, March 16, 2018

Wins and Losses

The month of March in the life of 2nd Mile Ministries is busy and action-packed. This is usually when we have teams from different colleges across the country come into the heart of Brentwood for their spring breaks and love on and serve this community. Whether it's volunteering at one of our elementary schools or picking up trash and beautifying the streets and sidewalks, these college students come in with an eagerness to work hard, love well, and even learn about the community and God's heart for the poor.  This year, we had two teams come--one from Northwestern College in Iowa and the second from Simpson College, also in Iowa. 2nd Mile has had great relationships with both of these colleges as they've served with us multiple times in the past. What was unique about this year was that the Northwestern team came with 19 football players and coaches. It was fun to watch these two colleges spend their lunch breaks getting super competitive, running 5-on-5 basketball games, full-court mind you (this doesn't often occur in Florida's hot weather), four-square matches like they were playing for some sort of world championships. I definitely got sucked into the fun and games and tried my best to resist going all out due to my continuous chest recovery.

Looking pretty small in between these beefcakes
I was very excited this week because I was to lead a group of six of these football players to clean our church's courtyard, measure lines, draw lines, tape lines, and paint lines onto the basketball court. Growing up, I have fond memories of wheeling out our basketball hoop to the street, taking my three-point line measuring device, and drawing my own half court with a full on free throw line and high school and NBA distance three-point lines. To be able to create something semi-permanent on a courtyard that for years just looked like a slab of concrete was very exciting for me. It was my luck that week that three of the six players assigned to me had already had some experience painting lines on playgrounds, parking lots, and soccer fields. In addition to the basketball court lines, the group helped paint a challenge circle in the center. In the past, we had to draw the challenge circle with chalk by hand almost each day due to Florida raining randomly for 20 minutes most days in the summer. A permanent challenge circle allows for more prep time for staff and high school interns for lesson planning.  As if my group of six didn't already have a lot on their plate that week, they finished in two and a half days and also knocked out some windows and boarded up those windows on a two-story building in the remaining time. These guys can work! As a result, the court has been used a lot more often, the kids are a lot more excited to have those three-point lines and make up different games with them (as I too enjoyed doing growing up), and different people have been coming around the church to play, which will hopefully result in more interactions with people in the neighborhood. Who knew that some legit painted lines could do all that!


Often, 2nd Mile inquires if there are any education majors coming. There usually are always some and we ask that some or most of those students help us out at our after school program in the afternoon. This gives them a chance to be up close and personal with our kids, give them one-on-one attention that is so crucial to their increased development, and have fun with them along the way. To the left is a picture of me (center of circle) leading our after school program kids and college helpers in a game of challenge circle, the most uproarious game I've ever played. When spring break teams come, we on staff are simultaneously energized and drained and it makes for a very memorable and meaningful time of the year for us, as well as the kids in our ministry. I'm sure some of the children felt like little celebrities for the week, having 30 college students want to play whatever they wanted to play.


Last day for brother and sister
In other news, two of our after school program students have recently moved to Nevada. Daiyona (3rd grade) and Devaric (4th grade) have been with 2nd Mile for almost two full years and we've grown to see more and more of who God made them to uniquely be. Daiyona is always willing and eager to help out and try anything, even if it's something she's never tried before. She's quick with a hug and not afraid to be honest about how she's feeling. Devaric also loves to be helpful, sometimes in the form of cleaning, but mostly in the form of cheering people up and trying to make them laugh. He's a great big brother to his sister. They will truly be missed. Devaric can be hard-headed at times (who isn't), but I'm hoping and praying for God to continue to work on his heart. One day was particularly awesome for him (behavior-wise) and he said he was doing good because that morning he asked God to be with him. The joy he had for his answered prayer was so pure. I'm so blessed to get to witness God's work up close.

Max loves standing
If you have a facebook, check out more of our spring break Urban Exchange pictures. You will not be disappointed. You can help us out simply by checking out 2nd Mile Ministries, liking, commenting, and sharing pictures/posts/etc. with others. This helps perpetuate how often our content gets seen by others in their feed.

Please pray for:
-God to make Daiyona and Devaric's move smooth and that they'd find the right kind of friends quickly.
-God to help Max learn how to eat through his mouth and not a tube.
-God to be abundantly at work in Brentwood.







Friday, February 2, 2018

The Beach

Woke up at 5:45am this morning, still dark outside, a cool 42 degrees. Fed Max his milk and then quickly ate breakfast. Got on my thick sweatpants and my Green Bay Packers sweatshirt (the warmest and fuzziest I own). Driving on the highway, directly east for about a half hour, I witness the once black sky slowly reveal its blueness turning to deep red as it meets the horizon. The further into my drive, the blue gets lighter, the red gets pinker, and the horizon is almost ripe with sunshine. I finally get to the ocean. It's high tide so there's not much beach to walk on quite yet. It's these early morning beach walks that have me feeling so small and God so big. As the sun makes its appearance, seemingly thousands of colors fill the sky and reflect off the waves and the wet shore. Although only for a few minutes can you stare at everything, it is a beautiful sight to see.

I walked south, looking at the gulls, sea foam, and endless space that I enjoyed mostly by myself. A few runners, a couple elderly women walking dogs here and there, but otherwise the space and time was mine. As one might do whilst strolling the beach, I began to just stare at shells as they passed, occasionally looking up at the waves, only to be blinded by the increasing light. With no intention of picking any up (I'm not one of those people), I'd find one that seems so rare and intact that I've got to inspect it. Despite the billions of shells no doubt on the beach, they get overlooked and only the truly special ones will get my attention.

It is so hard to love every one. I want to pick and choose to which I will devote my body to reaching down and picking one up. I guess that's how I am with people too. Working in a ministry where we are by definition to go the second mile for others despite what we may want to do is hard to live up to. When Jesus declared to love our enemies, he knew that what he was saying to his disciples was going to be hard for them to hear. When I look out on the sands at all the shells, I know God made it all. He owns it all. When looking at the people made in the image of God, despite their color, size, or condition, I know they are loved and that I am to love them.

Something I will do at times, rather than avoid the unremarkable, I will give try to find the beauty in it. If I were to pick a random shell off the beach and write a five page paper about its appearance, despite the cracks, the smells, and perhaps its discoloration, I would probably grow more fond of not only that shell, but of the billions still in their place on the sand.

But not everyone has a beach near them. Many live perfectly content without ever feeling the need to feel the sand between their toes. Hypothetically, what if Jesus came to your house and told you to find a seashell, any seashell, and write a five page paper about it? No questions asked, would you do it? That doesn't seem too difficult, especially if you have easy access to a shell or can crank out a paper in an hour or two. No big deal. What if this was to be your life style, developing a greater understanding for the different types of shells, the things that cause them to break and grow and contain the color that they do?

If you are following this metaphor, then let me continue in the metaphor by being completely honest with you. I live on the "beach". I see so many broken shells but I'm enamored by how their presence contributes to the scenery of the beach regardless of condition. So many people don't go to the beach, don't talk about the beach, wish the beach and their messed up shells would not exist in their world. How am I supposed to convince those not on the beach that God is at work here, that God wants those not near shells to find a shell and invest time in it.

I don't want to disrespect or resort to comparing the people living in poverty to shells and keep people that are well-off as people in the metaphor. Let me halt this metaphor and speak plainly. The people living in poverty or people of a minority race or culture often feel unheard, misunderstood, uncared for, and judged by the people that make up the majority, in this country's case, white middle class. As someone from this majority currently living in this neighborhood, I can get easily frustrated for these people when ignorant comments are said, big decisions are made without them in mind, and their voices fall on deaf ears. I often get confused as to what my role in all this is. My mission upon first coming to Jacksonville was to help love on this community, share the love of Christ, develop leaders, show that a person, especially a white male, can care for them. Should my mission stay the same? Should I look back at the types of people I came from and bring them to the neighborhood, not to take control of it, not to collect its precious shells and bring them back to where they came from, but to learn to love and understand their collective worth in God's eyes?

I'm kind of caught up in the middle. On one side, I've got this amazing ministry where I devote my time, energy, and passion. On the other side, I have y'all who read (or ignore) these blogs and support me through prayers and financial support. It is my ambition to love both sides, to encourage, love, challenge, and educate those that might not have any experience with being around poverty or minorities, in hopes that you might take a small step of faith to seek out a ministry close to you that works with them. God will use you if you let him. I was challenged by a gospel radio station not to pray for God to use me, but for God to first make me usable. If I'm not fit for kingdom work, I'm going to need a heart change before I jump into something. I wouldn't want to use a hammer that wasn't usable. Does that make sense?

If you feel compelled to, please pray with me and ask God:
-Lord, search my heart for you know every aspect of my life. What will you have me do? I know I have many blind spots to the things that are happening in this world, but Lord open my eyes and ears to your heart for those whom you've made. They are all precious to you. Reveal the things in my life that distract me from seeking your will for my life. Help me be a good steward of all the things with which you've blessed me. Humble me for I understand very little. Help me consider other people better than myself. Don't let this be the only time I pray about this.
Amen

I'm praying that prayer along with you since I struggle at times with loving particular kids when they act up. I found it helpful to spend time focusing on positive things about every single kid. It helped me understand more of God's love for them.

Please pray:
-That Max would learn how to eat food through his mouth and swallow. He is still tube feeding and has a sensitive gag reflex.
-For more volunteers for our after school program. Our regulars have had things come up recently.
-For healing in Brentwood. Lots of flu affecting teachers, students, and their families.
-That Max would avoid the flu. (It can be deadly for premature babies, especially with their underdeveloped lungs.)